Eating Like A Man. Day 5.

For the past two days I sort of forgot to post, but oh well. Any how I manage to pick up the Wu Tang x Dubstep album! I was like OMG, and almost broke it down in the middle of HMV ready to go nuts. Also my new question is WHY DO STORES HIDE THEIR RAW DENIM??? Yesterday I was at some faggot clothing store, and ok I see the typical fag jeans on the rack, but knowing they also sold some raws I was like WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY? I saw that they some female raws, but the idiot working there tried to tell me they were washed. SMH I ended up asking him where they were and he told me they are in the drawer. Now I'm like WTF so I went to take a look. No wonder they are on sale.... cause no one can see them here. LOL Anyways I should really stop complaining. Have a good day people. 125 Days Left.

Song Of The Day.
Excision - Shambhala 2008

Eating Like A Man. Day 2.

The English exam went pretty well, hopefully I did pretty good LOL. Anyhow I went to the pain specialist today, and I got diagnosed with TMJ aka Temporomandibular joint disorder - ______ -, which means I'd have to wear a retainer for quite awhile. Other than that life is good, and my Nudie BB's are offically back as my daily denim. Screw Calgary's weather, I'm gonna be rockin the BB's regardless of the weather, hopefully it doesnt get tooooo muddy when the snow/ice melts again. 127 Days Left!

Eating Like A Man. Day 1.

Surprisingly, the cravings for carbs haven't kicked in yet so right now I'm actually pretty happy about the whole lifestyle change. I just remembered that I have my last exam tomorrow - ______ - English 30 Part B. Hopefully I do good, and I might as well sleep abit earlier tonight so I don't end up sleeping while writing the exam. Once again a trip down memory lane gives me flashbacks of sleeping through the Grade 9 provincials, not a pretty site. Ended up failing the reading part of the exam but oh well. What happens once doesn't happen again =P. 128 Days left until my lifestyle change is complete. Sounds like it's gonna take forever, but I'm sure I'll be able to handle it.

Song Of The Day.
Bjork - Dull Flame Of Desire (Modeselektor’s Remix For Boys)

Countdown Day #2 aka Last Day

Today is the last day of my normal dieting, and now I'm slowly going into withdrawn and slipping into a slight depression. But hey it's for the better right? I hope so. I'm sure I can get through all this and not be too depressed about the whole thing. Anyways It's 1:11AM and I'm still awake, maybe it's time to sleep now. A new journey begins tomorrow, and I'm for sure ready for it.

Song Of The Day.
Crystal Castles - Crimewave

Eating Like A Man Begins In 2 Day.

Yes I said it, I'm gonna go back to my lifestyle diet for the next three months on the Anabolic Diet aka eating like a man. The diet itself is sort of complex as it works more of a lifestyle thing. High Fat, High Protein, Low Carb. Sounds good doesn't it? ahaha but FML I love carbs. Who doesn't? Anyways it works by following the diet plan for six days out of the week and on the seventh day or whichever day I can eat normally. Hopefully I can get through this painfull experience without any problems. =P Anyways Calgary has shitty weather and hopefully I can get through this diet without problems. T ______ T tomorrow is the last day of normal eating.

Song Of The Day.
The Japanese Popstars - Face Melter

Enjoying A Simple Life.

Although I have a Math Diploma Exam tomorrow, I'm starting to enjoy life better than before. Saving money is now more natural than before, as I live life with a budget. The budget doesn't really seem to matter too much as I still enjoy life without the excess spending on stuff I don't need. Perhaps I can live a even simplier life in the future? Well as for now all I want is to save up some more money, and buy some art once in a while so life can be even better.

Song Of The Day.
Mt Eden - Silence

First Art Pickup.

As moving out becomes closer and closer each day, I might as well stop buying clothes and instead spend it on some art. These two are the first art pick up I've had, and surprisingly to say I got them for an amazing price. Next thing I got in mind might be some actual prints instead, but as for now I'm satisfied with these two bad boys.. oops I meant girls. AlifexGirl FTW!

Just Be.

I was lost
And I'm still lost
But I feel so much better.

Today Was A Good Day.

Got my paycheck, and getting my bank card back from the gym. Like Ice Cube's song It Was A Good Day.

Song Of The Day.
Andain - Beautiful Things

1st Exam Day.

I had my English 30 Part A exam today, not too bad I guess. However FML I lost my bank card and my gas card at the gym today. They phoned my house and my cell while I was still working out so hopefully they still have it, unless they phoned me about something else. Anyways I still got two more exams left; Math 30 and English 30 Part B - _____-. Right now I'm not worrying about the exams since my second exam is next friday lol, but still I'm so pissed I lost my bank card, and that means I have no cash to use or to buy oil for my oil change. WTF!

Song Of The Day.
Gabriel & Dresden - Arcadia

Song Of The Week.

Tiesto ft. Tegan and Sara - Feel It In My Bones

Blow by blow
I didn't see it coming
Blow by blow
Sucker Punched

Rushes in
Here to stay
Rushes in
You are here to stay

What rushes into my heart and my skull
I can't control
Think about it
Feel it in my bones
What rushes into my heart and my skull
I can't control

I feel you in my bones
You're knocking at my windows
You're slow to letting me go
And I know this feeling also
This feeling in my bones

Left hook
I didn't see it coming
Left hook
You've got dead aim

Rushes out
Run away
Rushes out
You always run away

What rushes into my heart and my skull
I can't control
Think about it
Feel it in my bones
What rushes into my heart and my skull
I can't control

I feel you in my bones
You're knocking at my windows
You're slow to letting me go
And I know this feeling also
This feeling in my bones

I feel you in my bones
You're knockin at my windows
You're slow to letting me go
And I know this feeling also
This feeling in my bones

I feel it in my bones
And then my skull feels
I feel it in my bones
I feel it in my skull
I feel you in my bones
You're knocking at my windows
You're slow to letting me go
And I know this feeling also
This feeling in my bones

I take a breath
Take a breath
With me blow by blow
Take a break
Take a break
From you you are here to stay
I take my heart out of my chest
I just don't need it anymore
Take my hand up again
I just don't need it anymore

I take a breath
Take a breath
With me blow by blow
Take a break
Take a break
From you you are here to stay
I take my heart out of my chest
I just don't need it anymore
Take my hand up again
I just don't need it anymore

I feel you in my bones
You're knocking at my windows
You're slow to letting me go
And I know this feeling also
This feeling in my bones

Food Class Sucks.

First of all the teacher is annoying, and 100% of the time you have no idea what she's talking about. Secondly over 50% of the products we cook with is either expired or looks gross. Thirdly the cooking environment is dirty as shit, enough said. I swear the air inside that classroom like a cross between shit and mold. I'm so not looking forward to tomorrow's foods class other than cooking. But FML Foods Module is due tomorrow also =(.

Song Of The Day.
AC Slater - Hello

The Runner's High

Hello, I'm super high right now. For the past few days doing cardio at the gym is the best feeling ever. Yes I get high from running, and this isn't a joke LOL. After running for around 20 mins or so I get this rush in my head that makes me feel good, and no I didn't do any drugs prior to hitting the gym. Perhaps, this feeling is better than doing drugs? Well for sure I know it's a good high oppose to getting high on illegal substances.

Song Of The Day.
Tiesto - Your Loving Arms

Sneaker Wishlist for 2010

Air Jordan V Retro Green Bean


Nike SB Dunk Hi Send Help


Nike SB Dunk Hi Pee Wee Herman


Nike SB Dunk Hi Un-Futura


Nike SB Dunk Mid Northern Lights


Nike SB Dunk Mid November Rain


Nike Air Max 90 Livestrong


The Hundreds Johnson Mid (Any Color)

In A State Of Trance.

For this past week, I've been listening to nothing but Electronica music. While other genres of music generally makes my adrenaline pumping, Electronica creates a better imagery in my head. While working out Rock, Rap and etc generally makes me think about unhappy thoughts where I would use that image to help me work through my day, however by listening to Electronica I would be able to think about happy thoughts and look at working out as something fun to do oppose to just having the purpose to accomplish my goals. However even when I'm on the computer like right now, Electronica can help me relax and just chill rather than feeling like breaking stuff while listening to Rock and Rap. Although I ain't blaming DMX or Rage Against The Machine's music for stimulating my angry thoughts, I still enjoy their music alot but not as much. Winter break is over as of tomorrow, and although I didn't do much during the break I've learned alot from life, and another year begins. Hopefully there isn't much homework tomorrow, or else I'm screwed.

Song Of The Day.
Armin van Buuren - Who Is Watching

The Unpredictable Sport.

Losing a single bet is already bad enough, but losing several bets in a row totally changes your perspective on how certain sports are unpredictable. Although many have said that MMA is the most unpredictable sport in the world as anything can happen with those 4 oz gloves, I was one of the few who believed that with extent knowledge comes with good betting records. This was true until I started to lose in early December. Perhaps the sport is unpredictable and betting on the fighters you know about isn't the case anymore. Going 4-5 on last night's UFC event totally hurt my creditability on predicting fights. Perhaps I should bet less until my luck come back. As of today I'll have a set limit of betting on two fights max per event. Hey even if I lose the first bet, I still have 50% in winning the next one to cover for my lost. LOL

Song Of The Day.
The Thrillseekers - By Your Side

Facing Reality

Needless to say I haven't really thought about facing reality in the real world when High School is over. Perhaps it might not be so bad after all, but one thing that's for sure I'll expect the worst of things. So far I've thought about a ten year plan to become a useful person to society. First of all is getting my life back on track by my birthday in June, where I wanna see what I want in life. After post secondary I know that there are four possibilities in life. Which are the following: good job and a good life, good job but failing my goal to have a good life, shitty job = back to school and a good life, or double negative. Everybody wants to live their perfect life, but the truth is that it aint gonna happen unless you work for it. Now here I am looking towards a better life. Shit is gonna happen as soon as six more months, better prepare for the changes or else I'm gonna be the next guy you see on the street bumming for spare change. P.S Shout out to John =D, the christmas gift is finally here, and surprisingly it fitted better than my other 7 3/8 fitted hats. Also the BE@RBRICK keychain looks damn sick. I also loved your hand drawn Christmas Card, although my five year old cousin could do better, but still love it ahaha. Sorry I didnt draw you a card =P.



Song Of The Day.
Mark Farina - Dream Machine

I Hate It When Songs Get Stuck In Your Head.

Haze, with no air to breathe
Blaze, from the sunshine
Standing, skin on skin
Hands dancing over me

Here, where love can grow
Clear, still waters
Blue, from a summer sky
True words never die

Gazing at a perfect sky
Close my eyes, and I'll be there by your side
Dreaming of the days gone by
Take me back to when I was by your side,
by your side

Breathing in and breathing out
This is what life's all about
Lost inside my inner mind
Leaving all the haze behind

Gazing at a perfect sky,
Close my eyes, and I'll be there by your side
Dreaming of the days gone by,
Take be back to when I was by your side,
by your side

- ______ - This song is too addicting!!!!!